Wednesday, November 28, 2007

(12:11 AM) http://www.youtu:
wow
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wad
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yr dp
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rofl .
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wad WAD WADDDD?
(12:12 AM) http://www.youtu:
duno
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i see
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den i rofl liao
(12:13 AM) ♥queenieilicious:
did u really?
(12:13 AM) http://www.youtu:
yea
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so u are on de floor now ?
(12:13 AM) http://www.youtu:
-.-
(12:13 AM) http://www.youtu:
ok
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i loled
(12:13 AM) http://www.youtu:
not rofl
(12:14 AM) ♥queenieilicious:
hee !
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bleahs
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cute mahhh?
(12:14 AM) http://www.youtu:
funny
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lol
(12:14 AM) http://www.youtu:
look like idiot
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roars !
(12:16 AM) http://www.youtu:
lol .
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eh
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can send me
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i wan blog
(12:16 AM) http://www.youtu:
lol
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wads ur blog?
(12:16 AM) http://www.youtu:
why o.O
(12:21 AM) ♥queenieilicious:
u must let mi noe ur blog den i canend u ma
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so i can noe wad u write !
(12:22 AM) http://www.youtu:
lol
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i post
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den i show u
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send me the pic
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give me ur blog url 1st !
(12:23 AM) http://www.youtu:
-.-
(12:23 AM) http://www.youtu:
http://www.enegu3.blogspot.com/
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how come
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ur blog -.-
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is frm bottom to top ?
(12:25 AM) http://www.youtu:
lol
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i duno how
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to make
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it
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from top to bottom
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zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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_l_
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=/
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quick
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i wanna feature u
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zzz
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Initiated a file transfer
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Transfer of "DSC01407.JPG" is complete.
(12:27 AM) http://www.youtu:
Lol
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=.=
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tio pian !
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1qNoph_zzU has changed his/her personal message to "91 Rofl At My Dp ."

(12:27 AM) http://www.youtu:
no la i will feature u later
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lol
(12:28 AM) http://www.youtu:
remember tag wo
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i go sleep liao
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night night
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wet dreams .

stupid gene, nv fails to irritate me ! lol

Stop whining .... On 4:47 PM
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Thursday, November 22, 2007

let the words remain unsaid.

' love will tear us apart '
and indeed , it tore me apart .
full stop to everyth. this is soo not th ending that i wanted . byebye love ):

This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,
And you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it won't last.
Same script, different cast.

Stop whining .... On 2:02 AM
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

Stop whining .... On 1:10 AM
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Thursday, November 15, 2007

Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now, sitting on God's lap.
He loves me and cries with me;
for my heart has been broken.
I so wanted to be your little girl.
I don't quite understand what has happened.
I was so excited when I began realizing my existence.

I was in a dark, yet comfortable place.
I saw I had fingers and toes.
I was pretty far along in my developing,
yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.
I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest day,
I felt a special bonding between you and me.

Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.
Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry.
I heard Daddy yelling back.
I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.
I wondered why you cried so much.
One day you cried almost all of the day.
I hurt for you.
I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing happened.
A very mean monster came
into that warm, comfortable lace I was in.
I was so scared, I began screaming,
but there was no sound.
I guess they had you all pinned down
because you never once tried to help me.
Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer
as I was screaming and screaming,
"Mommy, Mommy, help me, please; Mommy, help me."
Complete terror is all I felt.
I screamed and screamed
until I thought I couldn't anymore.

Then the monster started ripping my arm off.
It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain.
It didn't stop.
Oh, how I begged it to stop.
I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.
Though I was in such complete pain,
I realize I was dying.
I knew I would never see your face,
or hear you say how much you love me.
I wanted to make all your tears go away.
I had so many plans to make you happy.
Now, I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.
Though I was in utter pain and horror,
I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.

I wanted more than anything; to be your daughter.
No use now, for I was dying a painful death.
I could only imagine that terrible things
they had done to me.
I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone,
but I didn't know the words you could understand.
And soon no longer I had the breath to say them;
I was dead.

I felt myself rising.
I was being carried by a huge angle
into a big, beautiful lace.
I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.
The angle took me to Jesus and set me on His lap.
He said that He loved me, and He was my Father.
Then I was happy.
I asked Him what the thing was that killed me.
He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child;
for I know how it feels."

I don't know what abortion is;
I guess that's the name of the monster.

I'm writing to say that I love you,
and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.
I'd tried very hard to live.
I wanted to live.
I had the will, but I couldn't;
the monster was too powerful.
It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me.
It was impossible to live.
I just wanted you to know how I tried to stay with you.
I didn't want to die.

Also, Mommy,
please watch out for that abortion monster.

Mommy,
I love you and I wouldn't hate for you
to go through the kind of pain I did.
Please be careful.

Love,
Your baby girl

Stop whining .... On 12:29 AM
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

im backkkkkkkk. hhahaaaas ! so long nv blog liaos.
been rather lazy, =/
i've been a gud gal recently ,
only like club once a week. =D
cant rmbr wad happened de past weeks,
but it wasn't good.

moonday, went movie w dar , connie & nick aft my wrk.
cant say its a good movie , but it's very funny .
BEE movie. after dat went supper w dar & connie
at geylang. yummielicious ! frog's congee...
we crap a little. den dumbass joel call me.
so i have to entertain him . cab home aft awhile..
reach hm at ard 3.... didnt go wrk for 2 days liaos.
ytd & today. hahahaas ! dunno y,
mayb de alarm clock in me somehow ran out of batt bahs.
lols. !

dar, it's just not worth.
eventually de one gettin' hurt is still u
but whatever happen,
and whatever your decision is .
i will stand by you ,
like how u stand by me.
<3

self potrait ~