Sunday, September 23, 2007
memories o4dec'o4
left over memories of us (:
im sorry i hurt you, back then
got no idea why i keep thinking about ivan recently .
-.- it's so weird.
hmmm, in case eu dunno.
he's my EX bf.
erm.. quite EX EX EX. lol !
we were tgt for 1 & a 1/2 year.
from o4deco4-17juneo6..
till now , i wouldn't find any one better den him.
in face among all my boyfriends
he treats me de best
our love back den was amazing sweet,
de way we used to love ea other...
got no words to describe
just faded memories of him
i've never let regret gets into me
but this time round,
i really regretted letting him go
it has been 1year 3 months and 6 days,
since we broke up..
and ever after dat particular day
i no longer gets to see him
due to too getting used of each other
back den , i thought its not love anymore
i thought it was just commitment
and dats why im still stuck with him
well, maybe i was wrong
back then, he was a private student
broke with no money
and i didnt earn much then
so eventually
we quarrel evryday
not only money dat we quarrel about
we quarrel ,
over who should hug who to slp tonight
over the computer
over cigarettes
over who washes the clothes
over who throws de rubbish
over going out too late
over too many guy/girl friends
there's nothing under the sun, dat we didn't quarrel before.
but we will be ok , before the clock strikes 12.
friends & families all think dat we are a cute couple (:
back den i was 15 and he 21.
15=unsensible kid
21=adult
who would have thought we got tgt?
he was the sweetest dat i've met
he gave me the best memories
but i know all good things must come to an end
its me who duno how to cherish you back then
that's my greatest regret over my 18years
i've grew up alot over the years
thankkyou for your thoughtfulness and everything
you've done for me (:
but if u were to come back to me
no, we will never be together again
cos i had never believe in patching up
it's just ain't the same anymore
about you, your memories
will forever be well kept in my heart (:
IvanYapJianMing-
it would have been 3years5months and 11days if we are still tgt (: sweet
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